Sunday, December 25, 2011

Life as I know it

From my family I have learnt that no matter what THEY are the only ones who's got your back no matter what,  no matter how many times you fall or you fail.

From the lyrics of the songs I love, I learnt that music is your best companion.

From my first boyfriend I learnt that just because two people argue, it does not mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't doesn't mean they do.

From the crushes I have had I learnt that you can never make someone fall in love with you. The best you can do is be yourself and the rest is up to them.

From my heart breaks I have learnt that you are bound to get hurt every once in a while by the people who you dearly love, but eventually you must always find a way to forgive them.

From my experience I have learnt that you should never ruin an apology with an excuse.

From heartaches I have learnt that it only lasts until you let them linger.

From expectations I have learnt that no good will come, it will just lead to hurting yourself.

From my tantrums I have learnt that I have the right to get angry, but it does not mean that I have the right to be cruel.

From my problems I have learnt that no matter how far we run from them, they always find a way to catch up with us.

From my ex I have learnt that two people can look at the same thing and see totally different things.

From my love I have learnt that you might forget the things they say, you might forget the things they did, but they can never make you forget the way they made you feel.

Friday, September 2, 2011

I am an ALIEN

The one thing I have learned about India and particularly Bangalore in these past four and a half years is even with a hearty Nepalese and North-east student communities present here for more then a decade people around here still suffer from the serious case of blatant staring. Sometimes I feel like I have a board on my forehead that says " Stare at me, I am an Alien " I know for a fact that I look different then most of the people down south, but is it necessary to make it so obvious and uncomfortable? Just because I am fair toned, with perfectly small eyes does not give them any right to stare me down, or judge me in any way. The stare down gets worse if it is accompanied by the famous one liner I am often used to hearing, " Hey Chinky " Why do people have to prove that they are not just plainly stupid and ignorant but extremely WEIRD. We small eyed people are as much part of the same time zone and few even from the same country as well.I dont know if it is just the south that has been infested with such extremely ignorant people or if these incidents goes around throughout India. But if there is anyone out there with a cure for the disease- BLATANT STARING, then feel free to write to me and every other non Southerner who have the similar complains.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

The chronicles of the new generation nepalese

Like one of the video posted on youtube said, we Nepalese do not have first impressions, we generally have second impression. Nepal used to be know for its highest peak the Mount Everest, but lately the only reason it has been on the new is for all the foul politics and the ongoing drama of political instability. But midst of all this drama we the new generation Nepalese are creating for ourselves and for our following generation the platform to soar for the sky of creativity and new innovative enthusiasm. So, this is our uprising and we the so called new generation Nepalese will have to initiate the making of the new Nepal.
Some of the new generation Nepalese i was very inspired by are given in the link below, please make sure you support them and make our new generation Nepalese a unity.

www.facebook.com/clickparcha

www.youtube.com/watch?v=T79p6QgwgBI&feature=youtu.be&hd=1

www.youtube.com/user/lexlimbu

www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdZy5Lr-kFA&feature=share

www.youtube.com/user/NepUNITY

www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2gZ9UTxHI8

www.facebook.com/raksirakaam.production

www.facebook.com/pages/Navyaata-Magazine/107503689273689

www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVLRqYMbU6I

www.facebook.com/PrabalGurung?ref=ts

www.facebook.com/groups/photographyislove/?ref=ts

www.facebook.com/pages/BELIEVERS/121655324523767?sk=wall

My main intention of posting this up is not to advertise them, but as my individual support to the new generation Nepalese who deserve the acknowledgement for their achievement.

Don't hid out because it is time to shine, and let the world see all the light.
Let the light end the darkness, and let the light re-unite us all.

P.S: If you know any more of individual or group of Nepalese youth who have chosen the path of creativity and creating a new platform, please promote them.

Don't judge them, learn from them and don't forget to dream, cause every now and then dreams come true.
I'm proud to be a Nepalese, but are you?





Saturday, August 27, 2011

Confused




What is right and what is wrong.
What is best thats my concern.
Speeding up or slowing down.
Catching up or moving around.
Fragile mind and fickle heart.                                                                                                             
What it wants is just the start.
Reckless thinking or is this love??
That all I'm confused of.

My prince, me and her


fickle heart wonders
looking to find someone
seeking and searching
wating for a sign.

impatience takes over
wanting to jump off
giving up..
jus fadin into da darkness.

than he came along
swept me off myself
with his charming smile
and the ease heart.

soon i began to wonder
if he is my charming prince
i glare at him
i fall in love.

he makes me skip a heartbeat
gently making me weak
and there he stands unknown
looking so mesmerizing
his gentle voice is magical
those deep, lovely hazel eyes
his whelming captivative grin
the subtle flowing walk
his tender but strong hold
holding as i fell
giving me a grip on life
proving love exists.

just when i felt the rush of love
i saw a twinkle in his eyes
there came a beautiful lady
who was his lovely wife.

it was hard and its was painful
to gib up the one u loved
i tried settling myself
tried to start a fresh again
than i thought, there must be more
of all those charismatic prince
waiting to find one soon
to find love again!!!

The way you make me feel

It’s amazing how you make me feel
How everything around is more real
It seems the days are even brighter
The nights seems just as dark
I can’t reason with the way I feel
Could it be any harder?
The insignificance seems so right
And I can’t seems to make it go away
It’s hard to explain this to my heart
That you love someone else
It’s tough for me to see you care so much
Even harder as it isn’t me on the other end
The way you hold her I wish I was her
Wish I was her and you were mine
I manage to explain it to my head
But the stupid heart never listens
The selfishness absorbs the heart
And it still wants what I can’t have
But it’s becoming just as harder
To pretend it doesn’t hurt the way it does
And I can’t get over this feeling for you
Can’t just let these emotions run wild
When the messed up heart found you
I thought I found the right one
But then I realised that right one is,
Already taking care of another heart like mine
The feeling is all I have left
And when you look at me
Suddenly it just seems to be clear

Cherish

It’s a pretty night
And the stars are shining bright
The moon seems so happy
And I feel the delight

The cold silent breeze
Those memories I seize
Cherishing those friends
Lovely god’s descends

This feeling makes me happy
It does make me sad
When I miss them a lot
I think of the fun they brought

I miss them when I’m crying
I miss them when I’m sad
I miss those words of wisdom
I miss those freaky nights

Sometime it heals the pain
Sometimes it is the pain
Those memories make me laugh
And make me shed some tears

But we will always be
And forever we will remain
Friends for life and more
Friends till the end!!!

My woes of love

The rush of feelings....
The momentarily happiness....
The empowerment of excitement....
The power of jealousy...
The twirl of the heart...
The smirk on the face....
The raising heart beat.....
The glow of the eyes....
The inhabitant heart.....
Surrounding the visions....
Capturing the moment.....
Cherishing the memories....
The impatient waiting....
The woes of love....

Lucky in love

I was looking for love, when you knocked right at my door
You make me feel the way, I have never felt before
If its just a dream..dont wake me up
If its reality..i wanna hold it on

I feel so lucky, to be in your love
I feel so blessed
I feel so wonderful in your arms
I feel so loved, all along

You were the perfect one, I was always looking for
You were the someone I never knew I wanted before
If its just a dream..let me dream some more
If its reality..let me hold you tight

I feel so lucky to be in your love
I feel so blessed
I feel so wonderful in you arms
I feel so loved all along..

Missing you,loving you

I remember the first time we met...
It was raining and we got all wet...
I remember our first coffee...
It's raining and I'm missing you...

I remember the second time we met...
I was with my friends when you came along...
It was our first movie together...
I'm missing you right now...

I remember the third time we met...
it was getting late and I had to get home...
That was the day you dropped me home...
I cant believe its all gone now...

I remember the fourth time we met...
the day we all got drunk...
you were taking care of me so much...
I want them back again..

I remember the fifth time we met...
we were on a date, and it was fun...
that was the day you kissed me...
I still want you by my side...

I remember the last time we met...
I remember you said you loved me...
I remember you kissed me before you left...
I remember every time we spent with you...

And now I miss you like crazy
cant believe you left me without saying good-bye
you didnt even let me tell you,
tell you..how much I love you..

I remember the call from your best friend
telling you me to be strong..telling me to be strong...
telling me you were no more...
telling me you were gone...

I still remember those tears I slept with...
I still remember the pain..that lingers...
I still remember the last glimpse of you...
and I still love you...