Still in love

I can still hear him, he is screaming
The anger embedded in his voice
I can’t speak, silence inherits me
Just my shimmering tears accompany me
He makes a move, I plead to stop
He makes his way and he moves on
My heart starts to hurt
The numbness grows up on me
He moved on giving up
I stayed back, still in love

Falling In Love

I can feel the silent breeze
I can hear myself scream
Pulling the last drag of my cigarette
Standing on the edge of things
The rage in my anger
The numbness on my eyes
Just the soaking abrupt eruption
Gently falling all around
I try to hold them back
But they don’t every listen
Everything seems so hazy
Clouding in and covering up
I feel them damp on me
Literally tricking down
Making me sad
And making me wonder
It’s hard to understand
And I don’t bother
My heart feels weak
And it starts to pain
Just when I’m about to give up
I feel his warm hands on my cheeks
Destroying any evidence of them
I feel good again
The tears are gone and there he is
A kiss on my lips
A peck on the cheeks
Just then I start to wonder
Feeling recklessly outlandish
That’s when I fall head over heals
A true Kodak moment, so perfect
That just makes me fall in love with him...
Over and over again

The Broken heart

Walking through the street
Moving through the crowd
I glance back at him
His not coming back
Just a little pain
Just these drops of tears
Had a chance with him
But nothings working out
Thinking makes me cry
Wondering causes pain
Just a little while
Till it heals again

Spaces In My Heart.

They think Im fickle, they think Im fast.
They think I gamble with my love and my heart.
They want me to be patient and look for someone right.
They want be to grow up and be the perfect lady-like.

I think Im fickle, but not indecisive.
I think I gamble my heart but its always worth it.
I can be patient, but I dont want to miss the right one.
I think being me is more important than being someone you'll want.